Andi

It is two-thirty in the morning, but sleep is far from me.  You my little angel are in everything I see.

I think of you daily, you are in my every thought.  It seems we lost the battle that we so desperately fought.

Now the months I carried you seems like no time at all.  It seems I only had you a moment before you heard God's call.

You were born with out a cry, without a single sound.  It seems I lost the treasure that I have only found.

I know that your in heaven, and there for me you'll wait.  One sweet day, honey, I'll meet you at the gate.

Until that day comes we still are not apart, because my little Andi, you are always in my heart.

I'll Hold You in Heaven My arms are empty, but my heart is full. It was hard to let you go, for you are such a precious jewel. You my beautiful daughter left a hole that can't be filled. At first I thought the pain alone would be enough to kill. To most you are forgotten, they never say your name, but the love I have for you always remains the same. You are with me always, in my heart and mind. No matter how long I looked a replacement, I could not find. Some people say you never lived, oh, but how they are wrong. Though your death brought great pain, your brief life brought us a beautiful song. Your life had meaning and value and as great was the pain. I would not have missed it, because having you was my greatest gain. I loved you before you were born, and today I love you still. And no matter how much time passes I know I always will. You touched me in away that no one else could. And no matter how short your life, your light shined bright and good. The years since I've held you have now been seven. But what has kept me going is I KNOW, I'll hold you again in Heaven.

I dedicate this poem, the author is unknown, to all the parents who know this pain. A million times I've missed you, a million times I've cried. If love alone could have saved you you never would have died. To some you are forgotto, to others just part of the past; but to me who loved and lost you, your love will always last. It broke my heart to lose you, you didn't go alone; for my life went with you -sweetheart- the day God called you home, for things on earth didn't matter, but now I feel so alone. My heart will always be broken, my life will never be whole, until I see you again on God's golden shore. God's garden must be beautiful for you are there to stay, the rose of love within me will bloom again someday. We might be parted for awhile, our hearts will always be together for one day soon we will hold hands again forever. Author "UNKNOWN"

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